• I don't exactly know where my life went wrong. Somewhere obivously. The fact that I have been in a deep depression for the last few years is just a part of it. A lot of people, not all, who are depressed become "emo." I myself did not. I stayed the same but struggle with the same things a lot of emos do. I cut my wrists, try to kill myself, feel nothing. And the next morning i wake up, plaster a big smile on my face and go to school. My friends have no idea. I mean you see the emo kids and you think, yeah, they might slit their wrists, but you see me and think, her? no way, shes to confident and popular. God how i hate this stupid facade! I wish i could chop off my hair and streak on some urban decay eye liner but that would hurt and scare too many people. So for now i'm suffering alone,perfect to everyone elses eyes.