• If i close my eyes i see him no matter what i do...And i hate it. So much pain so much horror, and so many lies. Why do i have to be the one? i have to be the one who sees such evil. How my sister was beaten half to death and than had her lips sewn together so her "filthy mouth" would speak no more. My brother who was only an infant when Father chopped off his ears so her would not hear "such evil" and when my older sister was sent to the Asylum because supposedly she "thoughts were to sinister"....I hate this curse that's been thrust upon me! My father is the damned i swear! and you send us to the mad house? I spit on how well you listen you craze buffoon get me out of here! question