• I gave everything I had, everything I gave went to you. I tried my hardest to make you happy. Not myself, but you. I didn't care about myself much. I cared about you. It hurt everytime when you didn't show much interest in me. I could tell you thought I was annoying. A fan girl. A bratbof some sort. But really I was a person who cared and fell deeply in love with you.

    I don't use others, I don't lie to others, I'm a tried lover to be. And always will be. My heart crys for you, my heart songs for you, my heart hurts for you! I..., this isn't a joke, this is real. But till that day when I thought I would never be the one to be. It happened that everyday. When I list my innocents....my innocents that I will never come back. I lost it in a stupid bet with you. But to me, it made me happy.

    When the days went by. We spent more times together like none other. My heart felt like one with yours. My innocents was yours. I loved each day, moment, hours it took with us being together. Making love. I didn't think you cared much, I didn't think you liked me at all, just a guy who just used me for sex, like some other typical guy.

    But this was real to me. I've noticed you smiled more. You shared your thoughts with me. You should some type of feelings towards me. I could tell in your hurt that you were a different person from whom i met before. I loved this new you. But I did miss the old. I was happy you were smiling for once. It made me feel like I changed you...my love is finally here!

    To be contiued....