• I feel confused, bottled up and clueless about myself and what to do with my heart. Crushes that aren’t suppose to be there, many wrong rules and influences, off directions. It seems that people don’t know what’s reality and fantasy anymore. Help isn’t needed because they think there doing the right things. Times are hard to get by when your heart isn’t sure of things or it isn’t beating at all and you’re frozen. You feel crippled, destroyed, though your not, you’re just stuck and wrong and confused. Nothing happened to you. You’re walking and you just stop in place. You’re stumped, thinking, trying to figure your way out of things. But there’s one main problem, you don’t know how to. No ones here to open the bottle for you. Who’s there to tell? Who’s there to trust? “No one” is the straight answer that pops into your head. We all have friends we can trust, but with this are you sure enough? Every one always has their fears and insecurities. Who’s left than? You’re left alone all confused. That bottle just gets bigger and bigger until your up at the two liter bottle. How can you let it all out when the lid is screwed tight? Is it suppose to be that tight? Does it want to stay there? Do I have to let it out before it’s too late? As the bottle gets bigger I’m running out of space to put these emotions in. what’s bigger than a body full of bottled up emotions ready to burst into screams and hot tears? A bottled up body with emotions rumored around because the wrong person UN tightened the cap. Maybe the bottled up lies and curses that shouldn’t be announced are better inside driving you to the edge of insanity than other people being driven to insanity.