• Everytime I look at her,I see suffering within.
    She's always happy but always filled with worries.
    She doesn't let anyone feel it but I know deep inside I could feel it,the piles of worries.
    She's calling out to me,there's no one there for her in school.
    She's twelve this year but unlike any twelve year old girl,she's got a whole lot of worries.
    Maybe she's just overprotected,facing the walls in her house everyday.
    Her sister just likes to go out so much but why doesn't she?
    Her parents stop her sister from going out but why doesn't they stop her?
    She doesn't want to change,she just changes the topic and smiles away.
    She's so cold but I can't do anything.
    She who doesn't dare to walk on the streets by herself,fearful of stares and people.
    I could see her loneliness.
    She has me as her friend,I'm grateful enough.
    She tells me she hates everyone in her class but isn't she just afraid to tell anyone about her?
    Unable to buy a meal at any fast food restaurant not to mention even opening the door for a stranger.
    Even at school,she's so afraid to walk infront of the whole class.
    She shows a different personality but that is not her.
    Putting a front even though she's at the point of crying.
    She won't let anyone bully her but I know she's crying deep within her heart.
    She's always not at the canteen in school,always eating with some friends she says.
    She's cut off from reality but she knows certainly a lot in life.
    Everytime I get her to talk,it's just too hard for her to.
    She hardly goes on the internet,she see random blogs and why does she feel the fear from a picture?
    It's almost like she's having difficulty to breathe,near to suffocation.
    I'd pity her but she has a talent however,she is afraid to show.
    This year the exams for actually giving her a chance to move on to the secondary is here.
    She's wondering if she should go for direct admission to an art school.
    As I know she draws anime style character and in she worries that anime might not be supportive.
    She drowns in her worries...
    That was not her greatest worry...
    She'd be going to camp this monday,I wish her luck.
    I couldn't do anything but to wish that she would not be afraid in camp.
    She's suffering the most but still she's pitiful.