• what do you fear?
    I have had many fears in life but this fear is a dream, a reality, an emotion, its a fear i've had sense i was 13. my fear is of no hope. its basically no love, no one cares. that they'll all let me fall on my knees with out giving me to helpl me. i fear they'll all walk away and i'll be all left alone with no one who loves me in this broken world. in my dreams if appears that im falling through the black , sliping through the cracks , never coming back. like teh black hole is swallowing me whole right before my very eyes and i have no support. as a teen i've felt this and i still have this frear. it isnt as bad as it used to be. when you feel this you have no hope. all you want to do is to give up. you dont want to be around others. you yell angirly and you still cant help but cry. its like a broken empty heart. you feel dead inside.
    that is the dream, reality,emotion, and feeling of it all.
    what do you see?

    i see this girl who is all alone. she is in emotional pain. she's sitting in a white dress crying. her faces is stained with black streaks almost seeming like blood. she feels heartless and heartbroken. she is crying. now she's talking.
    "Give me something to believe in."
    "where do pretty stories get there happy endings?"
    " I've kept it all inside"
    "you promised you wouldnt hurt me."
    she repeats this, while sobbing endlessly, like a broken record. she calls our for help. no one answers her. she feels like no one loves her. out side she's crying and inside she's dying.
    What do you hope to see?
    Someone reaching out to and telling her she is loved, that its all going to be okay. that people do care and love her. that they will let her cry it all out and still be there for her