• Complications in my mind pervent me from falling asleep. Thoughts race through my mind... like a child that just ate ice cream. Crazy, Insain,Wierd thoughts go through my mind... even tho i have nothing to think about. As i lay under the covers nude.... i think... why do i have to live if we are all destened to die.... but in my world. you never die. in my world... you're alive because you brought your own self here... not your parents.

    ---I close my eyes and bring myself to my world. Everyone is happy. The fruit is sweeter. The trees are greener. the sky is bluer. But, i have seen enough... Happeneis sometimes does sickin me... so awake. But i cant. I am trapped.