• I am stuck in my own hell i have come to know well. My mind went blank that one night driving. The last thing i remember are the two bright lights coming straight towards me and then....darkness. I cant tell if im alive or dead all i know is i am cold. I am so alone and so scared i lost all feeling and every sense.Its so quiet i hear the voices that arent there.I see the people that arent real. i even feel scared for no reason. When i open my eyes, i see the strangest things. I see my family surrounding me. But i cant tell if there are real or fake. I cant tell if im alive or dead. Awake or asleep. All this is unknown except that i hear the voices telling me to sleep there sweet laungage is soft and suductive. but behind the sweetness and the soft lulling words there lies and evil impatience. My mind has become my own hell that lulls me to death. The demons in my hell wait for me. Every night there words echo through my head saying sleep and never awake. Telling me things that are both monsturous and alluring. Like them saying leave all the pain of the world behind and to come to them and let them comfort me. At time they lose that sweet tone, they lose there temper and set a burning flame through my mind. Whipping terribly through my head saying insults and telling me i will die anyway, whether by their choice or my own. I sometimes almost give in. But thinking of all the greatness in the world and everything i havent done gives me strength. This vary strength that keeps me sane and gives me will makes the demons angry. They try numerous times to take me under into the dark, evil, scary unknown. Every time i sleep i am on the border line of entering my hell. These demons wait till the day i die and they finally lose the great battle in my heard that i have been fighting my years. As i see the great white lights...again.