• it wasnt so much the fact i couldent breath or the fact i felt as though my heart was a bout to explode it was the feeling that all i wanted to do was hold him close to me and never let go . it felt so impossible as i sat thre in the chair that i felt like crying and laughing at once .
    he ooked so beutifull sitting there . this must be what love feels like painfull yet addicting slow yet to fast . i couldent stop watching him loving him for what he was and hating the fact he had a girlfriend and he will never be mine . it hurt like mad yet i still loved him. heart