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I was so in love with him. I was so willng to give him everything so I did. I loved him more than anything little did I know that was just his charm pulling me so he could use me. I didn't resist. I let him use my body and play my emotions. Even now I am still addicted him and it is sad how he will tell me anything to keep me with him. I am trapped in misery. Forced into love by a boy that wants nothing more than to have sex with me and then leave me in the dust when he finds someone new or better. I am trapped by his lies and his manipulative ways. I am forever trapped in misery.
It kills me to be so falsely in love with him. I am engaged and wanting to so desperately move on with my life but I can't. No matter how hard I try he always pull me back. I hate being trapped, I hate being trapped on this emotional leash that is slowly killing me. Sadly I will never be able to escape. I am forever trapped in misery.
- by Lovely Lotus Blaze |
- Non Fiction
- | Submitted on 11/23/2010 |
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- Title: Trapped in Misery
- Artist: Lovely Lotus Blaze
- Description: In sight to a love that I can't give-up
- Date: 11/23/2010
- Tags: trapped misery
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Comments (5 Comments)
- Chanelwashere - 07/07/2011
- forget him! he should of not have done that to you! im sorry about wha happend! sad i had a bf like that!!
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- harmony324 - 01/10/2011
- sorry it got cut off... for my 1st post... but tell someone about him it'lll make it easier for you and for others who see you suffer even though you try to hide it other people can see it in your face believe me. I understand what your going through my friend went through this too and i couldn't handle the way he treated her and now she's better off with another guy who truly is her Romeo.
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- harmony324 - 01/10/2011
- Really ask yourself why you love him... think that there's more people that would love you so much more than an abusive horrible person like him.
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- harmony324 - 01/10/2011
- YOU NEED TO BE STRONG. Tell him that you're not going to deal with this any longer. Why do you think you love him? You deserve better no matter what and i repeat NO MATTER WHAT. Real love is someone who will actually love you and be there for you and wouldn't make you make love to him unless both of you wanted it because you truly loved each other.. DON'T BE WEAK you gotta find your strengths and find his weak points. If you're afraid of him tell someone a
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- grubbies - 12/25/2010
- its written very well. i like the poetic feel. its a sad aspect, but i really like it
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