• I’ve thought about suicide many times and it’s not a pretty sight. You may ask why, and this is my answer…
    I may be a teenager but that doesn’t matter. I have many problems going on in my life that I just can’t handle and it just gets the best of me. Family argues, a best friend making your problems worse by stabbing you in the back without you knowing it, Close friends wanting to help but just doesn’t know how to exactly help in a situation like this. Well when this happens everyday, you just can’t help to just sit in your room in the dark, crying for hours on end. Then everything begins to cave in on you so you don’t know what to do next or how to get over it or handle it, so you think about suicide. But you don’t want to because you begin to think about all the great things you have left, like for instance, a best friend that helps you with every situation and gives you advice on how to get though the tough parts or a boyfriend that will be there for you no matter what happens to you or the fun times you had while not thinking about everything. But later you realize that there are many bad times and you still can’t get over them, so the only option you have left is close to suicide but its not, its self harm or otherwise known as “cutting.” You may think there are other ways to get rid of the problem and pain but there isn’t. Violence doesn’t solve anything, it just makes it worse, nor does telling your feeling to someone you don’t know at all or crying or hugs too. But then you start to cut even deeper and more, until it doesn’t work anymore, so you just think, why not? So when you home alone, you write a letter explaining everything, then you do it, you commit suicide. But after everything, it’s too late to go back…
    So you see, its not good to end it all now, there is the future you still can hold on to. After I wrote this I said to myself, “Is it really worth losing your life for what you are going through now, when you can have a great future if you make it that way?”