• today was the last day of school for me and im going to high school now...im in 9th grade but alot of my friends are in 8th grade so now once again everything that ii trust and hold dear is being torn away from me. im especialy sad about my friend Anna (you say it like Onna) and now im never going to see her again because she didnt finish signing my yearbook and didnt give me her number and she wontmake a facebook plus when she gets to 9th grade she wont go to the same school as me. she was my best friend, i thought she was so cool because she had been all over europe to italy and she went to florence and went inside the Domma and went to venice and germany and ireland and scotland all the places iv always wanted to go and she been there! and her dad is really rich and i loved her storys about her brother and her mom... like this one time her mom was using a GPS and it said "go left" and she freaked out and couldnt deside were to go. and this one time her brother fell out of a chair and her cat named cookie ran away and he just came back one day like 3 years later... she was my BEST friend i dont know what i'll do without her. i dont know why this keeps happening i make a best friend and then some how some way they have to get taken away from me. i didnt even get to say goodbye to Alex. all my friends are gone now all over again. people go through so many endings but we never get used to them. if i could have on thing in the entire world i would at least just have my friend Anna back i miss her so much. i dont know what im going to do....