• well....yesterday i was have a great day, i slept really well i woke up and was rested and ready to go. i was sitting on the couch watching TV in my PJs and i got call from my sister and she said "serena, ill be there in about 30 mins. so hurry up and get ready!" i was confused because i hadent made any plans with my sister so i asked "were are we going?" she said "Wer going to see harry potter!" and im a pretty big fan and iv seen all of the other harry potters with my sister and we went to see it in 3D and i was so happy. i thre some light makeup on real quick and picked out a nice outfit and we went to see it. im not going to spoil it for you guys but it was the best harry potter yet, you get to figure out why snape hated harry and its pretty messed up. any way so i got home feeling great at 11PM and i hop to the computer to post about it on facebook so i did and i saw that my friend yana had posted a video of her and her freind esperonza playing at a playground so i commented cause i wanted to know were they were and esperonza said they were at some elmentry school. i figured i would just check out her profile so i did and i saw the name Alex Salas in her friends list and i was just elated my perfect day just got better so i sent him a friend request and turned off the computer not bothering to look at the rest of the page. so just now i was looking at the rest of his page for the heck of it and i saw his relationship status, and he has a girlfriend. for once i thought god was listening and he granted me that one wish that i had prayed for and prayed for every night since i met him. for once i was happy and i felt like nothing could go wrong....but no, it just seems im never going to be happy....im just always going to be lonely old serena, alone for the rest of her stupid meeningless life.......and to think the reson why he stopped sitting next to me was because i didnt know when to just shut up. so here i am again just my stupid, brainless, fat, discusting self alone for the rest of my damned stupid pointless life...just for a moment a felt whole and happy again, but i guess god just couldnt stand to see me happy....