• MY LIFE IS LIKE NO OTHA ABANDONED IN MY ROOM WAITIN FOR SUM 1 TO CARE FOR ME OR GIVE ME A HUG INSTEAD OF GETTIN BEAT BY THE 1S THAT I THOUGHT THAT CARED 4 ME THE MOST. BUT I WAS WRONG THE 1S THAT I THOUGHT THAT LOVED ME WERE ACTUALLY LIKE MY KRPYTONITE THE THINGS THAT GIVE ME PAIN 24/7 AND SUMTIMES MAKE ME WANA FEEL LIKE ENDING IT ALL BY JUST......KILLIN MI HEART IVE THOUGHT BOUT IT ALOT AND TRIED GOIN THREW BUT I CANT N E MORE ALMOST 5YRS NOW HAVING 2 STARVE AND HAVE CUTS,BRUISES,AND SCARS OF FIERCE BATTLES AGAINST MY PARENTS......SUMTIMES I WONDER IF GOD EVEN WANTS ME HERE N E MORE IF IM JUST BEING USED.I DNT KNO Y GOD HAS CHOSEN MI I THINK IVE DONE GUDD IN LIFE AND HAVE BEEN GUDD 2 PEOPLE......I JUST HAVE NO WHERE TO TURN NO TO HELP MI OR NO 1 2 B BY MYSIDE AND SAY ITS OK IM HERE 4 U I WILL PROTECT U BUT NO 1 EVER IN MY 5YRS OF HAVIN THIS LIFE OF ABUSIVE PARENTS HAS N E 1 DONE THAT TO HELP ME......I WONDER IF THERE IS N E 1 OUT THERE 2 HELP ME INSTEAD OF HURT MI! sad