Sleep

• Artist: OnXDesolationXRoad
• Description: okay i was a bit depressed so i wrote this i know it sux but hey why not see what others thing after all the other view might be more complex then the straight angle i have
• Date: 07/25/2008
• Tags: sleepsadnesssuicidal

I wanna kill myself
but i wanna live
do i make sense?
I wanna sleep but
i wanna be awake
I wanna be away from
it all
the crying
the screaming
the laughter
I only feel pain and sadness
as you see the happiness on my face
you well see the sadness i hold
within my eyes
I love by
betrayel
I wanna fall asleep
And never awake
to feel the pain that i have always felt
Just put a gun to my head and shoot me
Its the only way towards happiness
Bieng awake just brings pain
so it be better if i go
back to sleep
and never wake back up

Comments

[citygurl__63-wisteria-]

i soo agree with the first comment and i too have been there and knows wat it feels like but i kinda like this poem

[Kage-Utsu]

I used to feel this way, but I realized I might be happy, but waht about everyone else, those who love me, those who look up to me, those who might like me...what happens to them, woudl I be so selfish as to deprive so many people of their happiness, just for mine?
thats just what I thought when I read this, don't take it personally.^_^