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~Realize~
I know that things happen for a reason and that whether we like it or not it's probable for the best. But at the same time I kind of wish things did not happen the way they did; for better or worse I really wish it was different now.
This is what I realized.......
That whether I like it or not I will always be seen just as a friend to him.
That the door swings both ways and I could have done something to change it....but I didn't.
That whatever I do to make it better now it's not going to change the fact that I am to late.
That I was happy before I met him and I am ok without him but still....something's different.
That is was I realized.
But this is what I wanted
I wanted to understand.
But this is what I needed......
I needed truth.
I needed hugs and not kisses.
I needed to be understood.
Realizing all of this I know that yes things have changed and right now I may not be happy about it, but sooner or later this will change into something else. It will be something worth Realizing.
