• In my mind I think life is going as planned, though in truth it is not.
    Is this my fate? For my own mind and being to soil and rot?
    How my heart bleeds for the hopes of a better future.
    Though how every single day I live it feels like torture.
    I miss those times I can laugh with joy and glee.
    Now, those feelings and emotions flee.
    Grim thoughts and feelings, grip me every day.
    Visions of unthinkable acts make me stray.
    School, family and my own life has become hard.
    To make it worse all my peers think I'm a retard.
    In my studies I gain retribution and pride.
    Though now, it has gone like the morning tide.
    My only wish is to be happy and free.
    Like the times before I turned thirteen.