• Today is the day.
    I have to tell.
    I need to admit
    What I cannot deny any longer.
    My heart races when I think about you.
    All I can think about is you,
    And how to tell you.
    I need you by my side.
    I want you near me always
    And Forever.

    I hold my breath
    As I see you pass by.
    My mind is racing.
    My heart feels as if it will explode
    If I do not tell.
    I dare not to tell my friends,
    'Fore they will laugh,
    And degrade me.
    They will Ignore my quest for love,
    Even after all I have done for them.

    I follow you, I need to tell.
    My mind races, with love and fear.
    What shall I say?
    How do I say it?
    Rejection would kill me.
    But right now I don't care.
    I'm practically on your heels now.

    Suddenly my friend cuts me off,
    Wanting to talk.
    I do not have the heart to push her away.
    I will tell you later,
    In that class we have together.
    Or perhaps when I catch up to you.
    My friend gets distracted and leaves,
    For an unknown reason.
    Usually that would hurt me,
    But today I do not care,
    I'm searching for you.

    I frantically look for you.
    You are not hard to find.
    You seem to stick out,
    While blending in.
    I practically race for you.
    I don't want to look obvious,
    Although I already do.
    I catch you.
    You turn around and smile at me,
    And i melt.
    I cannot utter my profession of love to you.

    We say our byes for now,
    And go our seperate ways.
    I die a little inside.
    It always happens.
    It keeps me awake at night.
    I know that each day that passes,
    You might be taken from me in,
    Any shape or form.
    Oh i cannot bare it!

    The next day is the day.
    I shall proclaim my eternal love.
    This time I don't care who knows.
    I stop you as soon as I see you.
    I call your name from across the long hall.
    You stop and turn around.
    I notice another with you.
    I ask who it is.
    I ask her to leave.
    I need to talk to you....alone.
    She leaves, as she lets go your hand .



    She is your girlfriend,
    Your lover, your soulmate.
    I tell you my love for you.
    You say I am too late.
    I should have asked yesterday,
    When you where still single.
    Next thing I know,
    You're engaged.
    And I'm still alone,
    Pining for you.
    And only you,
    Forever.

    You are married.
    You have kids.
    Both of us grow old.
    You, married and merry.
    Me, lonely and a loner.
    You die of old age.
    When i find out,
    I die out of sorrow.
    But now we can be together,
    Forever.