• Thrash me wildly about
    in a sea of endless dreams
    where nothing is without
    the haunting sound of my screams

    In my mind I cry for help
    but out loud no sound escapes
    nothing but an internal yelp
    as my fear escalates

    But you wouldn't be afraid
    of the things that scare me here
    these things are merely a shade
    of what I quietly endure

    There are things that I know
    but these things I no longer see
    and if seeing is believing how
    do I know what it is from I flee?

    Do you believe me? Do you believe
    in my special horrors of the mind?
    Or will you go just to leave
    without giving me a single look behind?

    You see, this is what I fear
    the haunting knowledge of not knowing
    and the terror of your sneer.
    If you are not here then what will keep me going?

    If you leave there is a hole in my heart
    and an aching pain I can't endure
    so when you leave me in the dark
    just let me know you're leaving for sure.

    Because I'm sure you will not come back
    and my world becomes frozen
    and all of the colors go black
    I want to know that you're sure of what you've chosen.

    So, don't leave me here with only geusses
    don't leave me with nothing but grief
    don't expect me to endure all of the messes
    that you have left me with when you leave.