• So lost, what is there left for me now? My heart aches for him to return. My, arms wanting to grasp him, and never let go.
    My nights are filled, with endless nightmares, which leave me crying for him to return once again! Just to hold him!
    My days, are long and dreary... I feel as if though he is slipping away...
    All, I can do Is scream his name, hoping he will come to me and hold me tight, to his chest, to never let go, to be together forever.
    What is this life worth without him? All, i know is that, im already dead... as it feels he is, deep within my bottomless heart...

    Sometimes I can hear his voice, its like he is so close to me, his cold breath upoun my neck... its fading away...
    I just want to lock this memory forever, within my mind. To never forget that perfect face of his...
    His eyes which, always made me melt, the way his eyes could parralize me! I dont want to forget!
    The way he smiled, so lovingly, which always made my heart skip a beat, and would awlays make me forget to breathe.

    All I want is to wakeup and forget that this wasn't reality that it was just a horrible nightmare. That he was still here.
    Though I know he was gone, and never to return again, not even to free me from this loveless frail, that im in.
    Depression seeps into me like the sea, that never ends, but just keeps going on and on. I want it to Stop!
    There is nothing, i know that could ever really say that his heart will ever be mine again. Though, i still hope!

    The stars are falling, and the world crashing down all around me. I cant escape, even if i wanted to!
    With his memory, our memory here, I will stay just to hold onto what use to be, before he left me, shaking & crying.