• i spent my whole life joyful
    not once ever crying
    nor had i the chance
    to hear someone lying

    coming home to a happy life
    my husband scares me, being discreet
    who would have thought
    he was keeping secrets

    my husband is handsome
    but he always comes home late
    and it is another night
    that i rinse the food off his plate

    one day i get the pattern
    my husband was cheating on me
    but who would of thought he could do that
    and who could this person be

    i follow him one night
    into a strange club
    i see horrible sights
    this is not a pub

    my husband betraying me
    should be the most horrible act
    but hes doing it with more then one person
    with the stamina that i lack

    people are pulling off my clothes
    but im trying not to stare
    but they are commiting horible acts on me
    im not even sure they care

    i walk to the beach in a state
    i look ahead and see the cliff
    thinking about having no life
    gives me a strange bliss

    looking down at the water
    as i said my goodbyes
    i jump in the water the only words in my head were
    TONIGHT I CRIED