• My Wish
    By the Spell Weaver


    The light on her face
    The grace in her eyes
    The look she held upon him
    Made me want to cry

    His heart beat like a drum
    Her heart the same
    His mouth opened and
    His voice said three words
    Her eyes gleamed with tears
    Then she repeated them as well

    He held her in his embrace
    Though my eyes diverted to another scene
    My eyes also held tears
    Though not of the same theme

    Hers were of joy,
    Of the love in those three words
    Mine held the sorrow
    Of the words never spoken

    He held her in an embrace
    So gentle, so kind
    His lips met hers
    And I longed they were mine

    My heart lay broken,
    Hidden from the scene
    Though I knew what went on behind me
    In my deepest hearts, I screamed

    I wanted to rip out my hair
    To scream so loud
    I wanted to kill her and him
    For she took what was mine

    He left me for her
    The girl in the scene
    The girl that replaced me
    Forever it seemed…

    But, what is this?
    Another tear escaping?
    Could this be of fear?
    His head turns away from hers,
    From hers so dear…

    Her eyes now water
    Her tears now so free
    She sees him look at me
    And then freely weeps

    I smile with sweet satisfaction
    My Wish has come true
    His heart is stone
    And evermore
    It will belong to me alone…

    My Wish of hate,
    My Wish of loathing
    Made him an evil man
    A wolf in sheep’s clothing

    He now preys on young women’s hearts
    Yet he will never betray mine
    His heart is mine
    As mine is his
    We will hurt them
    As they once did me

    Now they will learn
    To not hurt my heart
    For now they pay for it
    With the spell I wove

    The spell for lust, for love
    The spell for hate, for denial
    The spell that draws her to him
    The spell that draws him to me…

    I wove the spell for him to love me eternal
    I wove the spell for him to love me true
    His eyes shall never falter
    His eyes shall never look upon another

    I love my pet, for he is what I say
    He is my pet, my weapon of pain
    He loves me always,
    Yet he plays with them, too

    He teases them with oaths of love,
    With flowers of truth
    He promises sweet serenades,
    Though they are never made true

    He breaks their hearts
    As he once broke mine
    Yet he now belongs to me
    And for his love I forever pine

    I have created a monster
    Devoted to me alone
    Yet it will hurt so much more
    To have him come undone

    The price for the Wish was too hard to pay
    The price for the Wish was too delicate to bear
    It cost me my sanity, my truth, my love
    It cost me my heart of hearts
    It cost me, idiot that I am, my soul

    I paid my soul for the Wish,
    Stupid wench that I am
    And I spent the soul on torturing others
    Instead helping them instead

    True, they all hurt me
    But I should have taken it without pain
    I should have turned the other cheek
    But, lo, it was in vain

    Why look over past mistakes,
    When all it will do it cause more pain?
    I should’ve, could’ve, would’ve…
    Yet, now I can take nothing back…

    I should have Wished for a better life,
    Not causing others pain
    I could have made the world a better place
    But My Wish is still the same
    I would have had peace on earth
    But I now torture it,
    The writhing people leaving great stains

    Blemishes on the earth,
    Scars in their hearts
    I caused it all
    Because he broke up with me to start

    Leaving a spell weaver
    With a dreadful ache that no one could cure
    A dreadful ache that no one could help
    A dreadful ache that even now burns

    I still cry myself to sleep at night,
    His room next to mine
    He comes to me in the night
    Trying to console my aching heart

    I push him away, for he caused it all
    I push him away, for he made my heart fall
    Fall to the deepest levels of hell
    Fall to the devil who laughs at me as well

    He holds me, comforts me
    Yet he shows no emotion
    My Wish did that
    Leaving a man without feelings

    I now Wish that I had not Wished
    I now hope that My Wish can go away
    I now yearn for My Wish to leave me in peace
    Though I now know that it will never be…

    I now die in heartache
    I now die in pain
    I now die and wonder
    Was my life in vain?

    I caused the world grief
    I caused the world loss
    I caused the world pain
    I caused young maidens hearts
    To blister and tear apart

    I made the world without love
    I made the world cruel
    I made the world die
    As I die so soon

    I now lie here
    Awaiting the final sleep
    And I wonder –
    Could I have prevented this leak?

    The leak of pain, of grief
    Of eternal heartache and hurt
    Of death and destruction
    And I hope that I, the spell weaver, never will do it again…

    With this last word I die, my pet beside me
    His looks never faded, his eyes forever shadowed
    His heart forever cold
    I made him a man of stone and with my death,
    I leave him

    I leave my beloved, my pet, my monster
    I leave the man that caused my grief
    Yet I cannot blame him for I Wished the Wish…

    I hurt the world, forever more
    I hurt the world and now I die and hope
    Hope, hope, hope
    That with my death it births anew and that
    She can live again…

    Goodbye, cursed earth,
    I hope that you, dear maiden, can live again
    Goodbye, fated earth,
    I hope that you may blossom anew with my death…