• I just want to fly away...
    fly away into open sky,
    away from it all.
    The memories swirling aroung my heads,
    the pain,
    the sorrow.
    I want to get as close to Heaven as possible.
    As close to Shawn as I can.
    I miss him.
    His smile,
    his laugh.
    I'd give anything to see him again,
    to hear his voice.
    Tomorrow is the anniversery of his death.
    I hope I don't die from the pain.
    But if I died, I hope I go to Heaven,
    to see Shawn and Kitanna.
    To laugh with them,
    to cry with them.
    I want him back so badly.