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Who are you, I ask my reflection.
Who are you?
The man in the mirror
The one that resembles me so
Asks the lone question
Meeting my gaze with his own
Arn't I you?
The man chuckles to himself
As if having been told a joke
He gives me an sly grin
one liken to that of a viper
In a way, yes. But thats not what I asked. I asked, Who are you?
I meet his gaze again
That unshaken gaze
And the fact he's using my voice
Doesn't not help settle my unease
I.........I just don't know anymore. I once thought I was a man, by the name of Trevor. I once had a family, I had friends. I had a life many would die for. Was it ever mine I wonder?
The man still stares me down
His gaze never leaving me
Those brown eyes, the ones that I thought were mine
Continue to bore down on me
Hell, how should I know? They may have dump you, abandon your sorry a**. I know I would have. Or maybe....they realized what you were really like. A demon hiding you human skin. A wolf waiting to pounce of the innocent sheep.
His words sting
Like the thorns of a rose
They sink deep into my flesh
And deeper into my soul
Thats not true! Not a word of it! I am no demon, nor wolf. I would not harm anyone. I love my family and my friends. They mean more to me this life of mine.
My fury seeps into my voice
and red seeks to cloud my vision
My breath comes and goes
In short ragged gasp
He he he he, I'm sure. Or is that just a convinent lie to tell yourself. As a matter of fact I wish you could see yourself. My my, you look ready to kill at this very moment.
His words only feed my anger
Fueling my rage
My vision continues to grow crimson
My breaths become more labored
Than let me ask you this, who are you?
The man smiles
not to me but to himself
And his laugh rings loud
Into the darkness
Me, I am you of course. Everything you fear about yourself, everything you deny about yourself. I am your rage, I am your anger. I everything you can't speak of to others.
My face is a painting of shock
Of pain, and of denial
Sweat dripps down my horror clenched face
Stinging my eyes and running into my mouth
No, you're a lair. You are not me. You wear my face, you use my voice, but you are not me! Damnit you are not me!!
I shout at the mirror
Finally able wrench my eyes away from his
I weep and moan
Wishing only to deny the turth he speaks
I am you boy, I am a part of you now and forever. Till the day you die, the day your body withers to dust and scatters to the wind. I be with you right in here, in your mind.
I finally catch a hold of myself
For one breif minute
Than collecting myself
I meet his eyes once more
You speak the turth, god I I know you do. As much as it pains me, You are who you say you are. You are me.
For a long while I don't speak
And neither does he
His mocking laughter rings in my hears
And his wicked smile lingers in my vision
But you are not all there is.
My eyes become that of steel
I glare at him, meeting his steady gaze
And for the first time since the converstion began
He blinkes
You are but a small peice of that which makes up the canvas that is me. That is my soul. Along with you, comes my joy. Comes my sorrow. My pain, my loyalty, my desire, my love, my loneliness. Not just one reflection, makes up me.
I see his own anger building
reaching its peak
In his eyes
Fire and rage dance together
Begone, my fury. When I need you I shall call. Till than slick back to your shadows and remain there.
The image in the mirror fades
the look of anger fades away in the image
Soon another takes its place
Another man that looks like me appears
I smile at his coming
And strangely enough he smiles back
A smile warm and inviting
A smile I so desire to have
Nice to meet you, my friend, who would you be?
The image's smiles widens
And laughter dances in his eyes
and he leans forward as much as the mirror allows
And he whispers a single answer, the one I so desire
I am you
- by Richard_theholderoftruth |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 04/05/2009 |
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- Title: Questioning a reflection
- Artist: Richard_theholderoftruth
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Description:
This is problaly one of my personnal favorites, because it is a sigh for me of a personnal victory over myself, or more precisly, one of my flaws. I hope many of you can relate to this one.
- Date: 04/05/2009
- Tags: questioning reflection
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- Touketsu-x-Tsuki - 04/09/2009
- wow. This is beautiful! Good job!
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