• I hear it
    everyday
    whispered
    in the trees.
    It echoes
    through my soul,
    and leaves me
    with nothings
    filling up my
    heart
    and splitting my
    mind.
    Here it comes now,
    like haunting,
    blessed chimes.
    The doubt,
    the fear,
    the terrible
    'what if?' s
    those little seeds
    of fear
    that always
    overrule my
    sanity.
    The words
    of yesterday,
    the words,
    that pushed him away
    they reverberate
    in my darkest dreams,
    pushing me towards
    the edge,
    ripping me at the seams.
    The little possibility
    that makes me want to
    scream,
    that small sliver of chance
    that seems to be filling me.
    What if I walked away
    from my true one and only?
    What if I said goodbye,
    to my one chance at love?
    What if I somehow shattered,
    my shot for happiness
    and what if I am permanently broken,
    my wings shot down from above?