• Life, block out what I didnt want to be real,
    What I didnt want to happen.
    Did what I want cos I felt like it,
    Said what I want when it first came to mind.

    People, hated them for years,
    For something they said or did years before.
    Went places cos I had no where else to go,
    Read things inappropriate for my age.

    Family, pretended to care and love them,
    Ignored them when I moved out on my own.
    Bought CDs that I didnt like,
    Saw movies that were too graphic.

    Friends, took advantage of them,
    Used them for things I couldnt do.
    Did things I shouldnt have,
    Done stuff that is harmful and illegal.

    Me, I killed myself,
    Thought I shouldnt live anymore.
    I was a horrible person then and made sins,
    Those sins put me to my grave today.