• once upon a dream all i could hear was the child little girl verion of me scream.she was screaming about what to do where to go how to know but she truely would never know until she was grown.by then her leasons would be taught her skin from the vulable emotions taunt.she didn't know she would grow up to cry she had no idea that at one point she would wish to die.if she did she would have been in shock she would have felt guilty and sad even though it was never her fault because u see in life u have a chance to venture on ur paths of life nothing chosen nothing assumed...but if she only would have knew.as a little girl everything is big and bright and everything is always alright even through the nights she would play and listen to what she would listen to for the music of the day.at times she would be happy but then growing up she began to know she began to see and feel all that was bad and all that would make her sad.she had no clue what to do so she fought back that was all she knew....but then came the day where the fighting stopped for once and she thought she would never have to fight again but then unfortunate events would unfold.i wake up and i find myself wishing i was young again at times unknowning and blind but then i would get it worse because i am not the pure little girl any more.i am so different from then to know i think if i saw my younger me she would never recognize me but if she did she would have never been pleased.i think she would have screamed.