• Surrender


    My body lay frozen peeled from my soul...
    Once torn and broken but now I'm whole.
    Nothings here, no one is around,
    No sign of another, not a single sound.

    Pain ceased to exist and blood was no more,
    With out sight I saw light shinning from my core.
    There was no thought but I knew the answer,
    If I had a voice I would share the cure for cancer.

    Emotions vanished as I felt pride instead of shame,
    I had power and creation lacing invisible veins.
    I looked down, embracing my childish dreams,
    This is how 'God' repents for his sadistic schemes.

    The body was cold and deceased, eager to decay,
    No breath was left within, no chance for one more day.
    Peace and grace transformed to a wicked satisfaction,
    This new existence was more than just a fatal attraction.

    Reality wasn't real, neither was I,
    Fantasy evolving, tears fell from those eyes.
    With knowing everything I stopped to ask "why?"
    Come to think of it...Just how did I die?

    That's when things made sense and reality twisted,
    Nothing nice, something much more physical and wicked.
    Opening the curtains they released a flood of pain,
    Stuck in a broken shell I had woken up once again.