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I lie on my bed
as these tears that I shed
reflect my dark mood
These words that I'm writing
as my lip I'm biting
confess the demons that haunt me
The girls that I love
appear white as a dove
even though they are gray at best
I am trapped by religion
in this world I live in
while Hell lurks below
Hell opens wide
for the committer of suicide
since suicide is a sin
So I am forced to wait
as I strive for that pearly gate
even though I most likely will fall short
God's plan it seems is out of reach
since I'm sure our contract I have breached
being a sinner through and through
So as I ponder
I begin to wonder
what waits for me on the other side
Will I reach heaven and paradise
Or be thrust into Hell as my "prize"
Please tell me I do not know
It scares me to think
that I'm on the brink
of falling into fire
I never asked for this life I have
and wish I could give it to someone who would have
used it more wisely than I
Now the day will creep upon me
and then I will see
what Fate has in store for me...
Comments (4 Comments)
- Gazma - 06/11/2009
- Any truth in what?O_o
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- Zero FxOxP - 06/10/2009
- I love the poem, but I have to ask you, Is there any truth?
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- Gazma - 06/09/2009
- It's good to know there are still people to believe in the power of prayer...
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- peacegal45 - 06/08/2009
- wow. this is sad. hope u feel better soon. try praying. it helps. a lot
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