• Every single day, I'd look for that "X"
    Through the frustration, my mind would flex
    Looking for that treasure, my mind would strain
    My heart, my body, my soul felt pain

    I thought my search would last forever
    To be alone without someone to be with together
    But I was a fool, thought that all changed
    Cuz I felt this feeling, and it was really strange

    The other girls I've dated in my life
    It never felt like they'd be my wife
    And me with you felt like we could go all the way
    Be the best friends up to the wedding day
    Exchange our vows, seal it with a kiss
    Something that never happened or will, but I still miss

    And later on, I found out
    Words you've said, no need to shout
    It wasn't that I didn't get the message, cuz I sure did
    It's just that my satisfaction wasn't quite filled
    Even if you didn't answer, to anything I typed or said
    Even if was fake, my life you still fed
    With what I need, and what you gave me
    You assured me a better life guarantee

    But that was the past and trust me girl
    Givin' up on you is worse than givin' up the world
    Then learning that it was all just a lie
    This poem, think of it as a long goodbye