• You tell me that you love me
    You tell me that I am special
    You tell me that I am perfect
    You make promises
    You want me to believe you
    You tell me that there is nothing to fear
    Because you don’t want me to know
    You don’t want me to find out
    You don’t want me to understand
    I didn’t see at first
    The things you did
    The things you where
    I now see the truth
    Behind the mask.
    You tell me you love me……
    But you don’t
    You tell me that I am special…..
    But I am not
    You tell me that I am perfect…..
    But it’s a lie
    You just want a toy.
    that’s all you ever saw me as
    A toy
    I am not special to you
    You don’t love me
    You lie to me
    You tell me that I can trust you
    But I don’t
    Not anymore
    I see the real you
    I see the true you
    You wanted control
    You wanted your way
    So I paid the price
    I became your toy
    I know you manipulate me
    I know you don’t like me
    You don’t think I have a heart
    You don’t think that I care
    You don’t think I exist
    I played your game
    I am a toy
    But…..
    I do have a heart
    I do care
    And I do exist
    I have a right to my life
    But even though I say it
    You wont listen
    You will just nod your head
    Say “ok”
    Then like the liar
    You are
    I will become your toy again
    You have broken my heart
    But you don’t care about your toys.
    To you they are nothing more than
    Objects that you can break
    I am a toy to you
    And nothing more