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    My heart was closed
    To all who came near
    My heart was locked
    Wishing all would disapear

    But you were different to me
    You made my heart feel different inside
    You came close but I didn't want you gone
    And you told me you loved me, and lied

    I opened my heart for you
    Giving the key
    I showed you all the rooms
    That were all about me

    I showed you my bookshelf
    With that secret door
    And pulled the book in the corner
    Showing you even more

    I showed you my secret hiding
    What no one else knew about
    I showed my silent room
    Where I'd let my anger out

    And then I showed my garden
    Which I hadn't shown in a while
    Ever since that time
    That never made me smile

    I showed you my pink tulips
    And my neatly patched sun flowers
    I showed you my blue daffodils
    And the memories that were ours

    I watched you walk around
    Nothing being said
    And thats when you trampled on them
    And quietly my tears were all shed

    I threw you out of my secret rooms
    And locked and bolted my small pained heart
    I went back to what I was before
    A small girl hiding from the start

    I found it hard to love again
    And could not accept another heart broken
    When I met the love of my life
    And those three words were once again spoken

    I needed some time to think on my own
    I needed to forget the past and know that he's gone
    And when I know this deep inside
    I will come back to my love and never hide.

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