What if?

• Artist: Goddess of Night Eternal
• Description: this is a brief look at how i feel right now. i dont really know whats gonna happen... a guy asked me out thisafternoon and i said yes but the nerves are kicking in
• Date: 08/21/2009
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What happens when the question's asked?
and behind your face, confusion's masked
not sure what to say, or what you're to do
but he's standing there. he's waiting for you

you have all the power for once in your life
and the sharp indecision cuts like a knife
you dont want to hurt him, or see his face fall
and its better to have loved and lost than never loved at all

but the words "what if..." shoot 'round your brain
and you dont want to cause anyone any pain
but what if it's wrong? but what if it's right?
the questions will keep me up late in the night

i thought i knew him, but what if i dont?
will i have to end it if he decides that he wont?
it's only just started, but i'm seeing the end
and i really dont want to lose a great friend

i've said yes already, so what can i do?
my friends are all saying "we're so happy for you!"
it should comfort me, this happy mob
but they only say it because its their job

and if it ends badly, they'll say he was s**t
that he didnt know me, or deserve me one bit.
i'm not good with committment, even though i seem strong
and i'm not really sure if this is where i belong.

What if it all falls sadly apart
when it's hardly even had the chance to start?

Comments

[Goddess of Night Eternal]

thanks. but it's hard sometimes.

[Goddess of Night Eternal]

The thing is, i wrote this because one good friend did ask me out, and this is exactly how i felt. and exactly what i thought would happen did.

[Raakon]

Don't worry just focus on your problems
nobody else but yours