• I miss the guy I knew before he was going out with her. Ya know the one who would talk to me, and I wouldn't have to watch what I said to him, cause he wouldn't care. The guy who never made that confused face towards me, he alway smiled. Now he wont talk to me at school. Only on the internet. I can't talk to him freely because he'll tell someone. The only face he gives me is is this confused/ disgusted face. While I'm smiling my mouth off, and pretend nothing happened. Pretending he cares, and he answers my questions. Pretending that my dreams are reality. But the sad thing (well for me) is that he doesn't care, he doesn't answer my questions, my dreams aren't real, he never smiles at me. And I can't tell him the truth because he doen't want to here it. But, because I'm using him, I'll say this.

    I love you. More than you'll ever know.