• Slowly draining,
    pumping through my blood.
    The adrenaline rushes,
    then leaves as fast as it came.

    The rush of this pain,
    it excites me.
    I can't stay away,
    that sickens me.

    This addiction of mine,
    it isn't healthy.
    I can't stay away though,
    god please help me.

    I clench my fists
    and sigh with pleasure
    as the silver blade smooths
    down my skin.

    No blood comes out though,
    just the cold blade pressing against my skin.
    But I put it down.
    I can't do it anymore.

    I step away slowly,
    my eyes shut tight.
    I turn away,
    running into my room for the night.

    I wont do it anymore.
    I promise it.
    But... the fluid that runs through my veins.
    No, I wont.

    Never again.
    Never again.
    Never again.