• I try to end this
    But it hurts more
    I thought it'd be bliss
    I never thought these thoughts before

    The things I now see
    I'm in desperation
    Will he take me?
    Will I be given salvation?

    Will I go to Heaven or Hell?
    What awaits me?
    I guess this is farewell.
    I guess I'll see.

    My last act of desperation
    Lord, give me salvation.