• as i see you
    my vision goes red
    and my blood beats in my ears

    as you come closer
    it gets louder
    and the words you say are drowned away

    a darkening void
    so deep its filled with
    everything i wish i would say

    until the end
    i wait to say it all
    the darkness consumes and i let out my words

    so bottled up
    so new to you
    all the things
    you've done
    to change me this way

    and alone i sit away from it all
    this room of padding and light
    they say i went mad
    but that was long ago when they found me
    chewing on your beating heart