• IT is starting to take over starting to think theres only one way to survive
    thinking the only way to stay alive is to run around being insane
    saying "******** ALL OF IT" even if its a little bit of strain
    i dont want that s**t im tired of it i can't even handle the littlest things
    you tell me one thing i'll think another im not even sure if i know my mother


    IT is starting to take over starting to fight with myself
    holding a knife in one hand a phone in the other stabbing the phone
    not wanting to hear any voices at all next thing i know i hear a call
    but its not from the phone its in my head its coming from my brain
    It's telling me to just let go to just go with the flow
    It wants me to let go flow takes me over where ever i may go even i dont know
    i'm not sure where my brain is i think all it is now is a fat bloodstain
    skull turning red blood vessels popping not sure how im cooping with all this


    IT is telling me all i need is one person and that is noone not even myself
    grabbing my head wishing all i could do was blow out my thoughts and be dead
    starting to listen to IT it's making more sense then myself or anyone i know
    starting to think it's right maybe i should just listen and do as it says
    i can feel it all just building up getting angrier and sadder
    overtime im probably going to turn into a mime not talking only using my hands


    I think im going more insane then the insane clown posse
    I think im becoming darker then the dark carnival going around saying "******** all of ya'll!"
    doesn't matter how i think or what i do at the end of the day im be the same
    next day will be the same but in different ways i'll be happy or mad maybe even sad
    IT is taking me over im starting to think thats a upgrade from the way i was made