• i've been feeling sad these days, life is meaning less, you try hard for nothing, as you grow and change, time passes by, i start to wonder why do i live, i want to leave, nothing can make me happy anymore, I'm always so sad and i don't know why, no one even cares about me any more, there is no reason i should live, I'm not beautiful, i'm always left out, i don't even care anymore, even my friends ignore me, some people think there life is hard but they don't know my life, all this home work i get no time off from it, the sports i do practice every day after school, when i go and lay in my bed i can't fall asleep, i see people laughing while i stand there in the background watching them play and run around, some times i ask myself who am i, why am i here, i though life was supposed to be full of surprises, i've had enough of this, i'm done........