• Sour apple,
    I hold so many in,
    my tiny satchel,
    and it tastes like a sin,

    I pull it out of my mouth,
    and just crack it on my skin,
    The core is where I lay inside,
    and myself is farther within,

    My fist will smash the ground,
    Flaming crusts fly in the air,
    Earthquakes are a quiet sound,
    I just couldn't hear and I don't care,

    Intelligence is just a pebble,
    and Success is a rock,
    My life isn't a boulder,
    It's brittle like chalk,

    I am weak,
    but not concerned,
    All this pain,
    I haven't earned.

    I am angry,
    That's why I hit the ground,
    I broke my fists,
    I didn't cut my wrists.

    Suicide is a penalty,
    for such an ignorant mind,
    That's why I keep in tact,
    there's no reason to be blind,

    Because all this time,
    I was all me,
    And all the signs,
    Are just laughing,

    Laugh, cough, and choke,
    Maybe even have a stroke,
    Because you make my air worthless,
    like breathing is a joke,

    I'm not just a toothpick or buff,
    I'm a brain that's had enough,
    I don't wanna be worshipped,
    but I don't want to be alone,

    Just stop calling my phone,
    Don't suck me into this cyclone,
    Where I wanna be held,
    But you break my heart's shell,

    I can't tell,
    No I can't ******** tell,
    whether you're bring me to Heaven,
    or to let me burn in Hell,

    So let this compact thought,
    Leave our very distant minds,
    My very self is what I fought,
    to try to just be so kind,

    So do you mind?
    I'm trying to keep track of time,
    and my watch is so broken,
    It's not sour like an apple but a lime,

    Do I even exist,
    Outside here?
    If I'm trapped inside a small world,
    It's what I fear,

    Please bring me some love,
    rather than tears,
    'Coz the whole ******** end,
    might be coming to a near...

    Reality check,
    My sentences don't make sense,
    I'm just startled all the way to my neck,
    My doors are blocked by a fence,

    No I really don't make any god damn sense.