ok, so i have a real journal entre for once. And it is awfully sad. So i have this one cat and i've had him for like 8 years. i got him the day i moved away from my old home, he just kinda was in the street, i picked him up, took him home, and asked if i could keep him. My mom for some unknown reason saidsure, and so i took him in the car with me for a 3 hour trip to our new house we were miving to. So he holds all the memories of my old home. One day, likle a few weeks ago, i noticed hia eye was really red, i took him to my mom, who's a doctor, and she said that it could just be irritation or a tumor. i thought since he looked healthy, it was just like pink eye in a cat. so i ignored it. the next day, it was worse. so we took him to the vet. he was diagnost wit hterminal cancer and a brain tumor. i was sad, but still thought he just might live, so i prayed and hoped. in about a week, he lost 6 lbs, (which is ALOT for a cat) and his eye started bulging, and he wasn't eating. so today, i found out we are putting him down tommorow morning. I cried.
MY WHOLE MEMORIES! a part of my life, a friend that always listened, more than just a animal, a friend..dead. and the worst part is, i know right now he is in my garage crying and there is nothing i can do to save him. i just have to watch him die.its hard. crying
pinkat31522 · Sat May 19, 2007 @ 05:44am · 0 Comments |