I feel beaten. physically, I'm bruised and exausted and I have a canoe race tommorow early. mentally I'm terribly stressed, since everything is happening at once and I had a B/C calc test today.
the emotional one is the worst. I've come to the realization that my sister has been treating me like a punching bag for too long to number, and that now she is shucking me off like an dirty coat when it's too hot out. she's moving into circles that scare me, and I'm leaving soon, leaving her with people who smoke and drink and generally rebel and consider all of my values to be quaint and cute, but out of date. she sees oposition where none exhists, she doesn't see how good life and our parents have been to her.
never mind.
 Ohtori-chan · Sat Apr 16, 2005 @ 04:57am · 0 Comments |
