k, so this is nu, a GUY PROBLEM!! HOW ORIGINAL!! i cant believe it. by life is soooo by the book, i hate it. so anywho.... theres this guy and hes mi frend and these ppl keep on telling me that he likes me but cuz mi mom always used 2 say that about every single guy that ever breathed, i dont really believe anyone when they say that. but part of me wants 2, and therefore, for some reason, i still kinda believe it when ppl say that even though i no im being set up 4 a big dissapointment. so i kinda thot i liked this guy, i even got his email and phone number and everything! but he just emailed me just now saying that he was kinda stressed cuz all these gurls were asking him 2 homecoming and he didnt no who 2 go with. and i was thinking about asking him... *tear* and now im feeling sooo sad cuz its like he was mi last hope 4 all chances of love 4 me cuz ive liked wayy 2 many guys... omfg, im in high skool and ive never even beeen kissed... thats depressing.... omfg.... and now i no ill blab about this to mi frends and then theyll tell him i liked him and well never b able 2 even b frends i no cuz its happened wayy 2 many times b4. so if ur reading this and ur one of the ppl i no in real life, plz dont ask me about this cuz its wayy 2 depressing 2 talk about. omfg, im about 2 cry. and i didnt really think i liked him until i just read that and i realized that i misjudged him cuz i was gonna ask him 2 go with me as frends, b/c honestly hes a total nerd and i didnt think he would have a date. but now i think i mite have actually liked him! omfg, im actually crying rite now!! im gonna shut up now cuz thats wayy 2 much to be typing about one guy. god. i promised myself i would never cry over some guy i never had a chance with ever again. and here i am... crying about losing a best frend even though i'll see him again tommorrow. god. i hate this s**t. why does this keep on happening? because i'm that stupid, to fall for some guy and then either totally ruin our friendship or sabbotage any chances of it. i'm such a total f***ing idiot, i can't stand it.
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