yesterday was one of those f***ed up days first I was feeling awfull in the morning.....for some strange reason everything was spining and overall it wasn't pretty....then I got nagged by my friend at work + 2 other people (that girl would make a great advertiser for nutritionist if she only wanted to do that -_-')so I get sent home early cause she talked to my manager for me....I was feeling pretty bad anyways so I was actually thankfull,did I mentioned that this happened in my break?why would it matter,well it does cause then she was like "I'm so proud of you for eating" -_-' ofcourse I wanted to through the sandwich in the garbage after 3 bites but I actually forsed myself to eat 3/4 of it......before I knew it I had eaten a potatoe chip....which after I realised that it was in my stomach I just wanted to go to the bathroom to puke it (I didn't,I can't not even if I try) so I get home and talk for a while on the phone but ofcourse my parents have to be on my case about talking to much on the phone....sure they annoyed me BUT they don't say anything to that baka that my brother has for a gf....she can keep the phone if she wants....she can talk on it all day long .....and then you wonder how I ended up cutting and all that(heres a clue,it wasn't 'cause they cared for me). I can't take this place,if it were for me I would have left for boston a LONG time ago....but then I wouldn't have met elly (that idea is sickening),guess its a good thing I stayed.
yamiruri · Sat Jun 04, 2005 @ 06:01pm · 0 Comments |