my life really hurts. once i was hit really hard by a ball and yesterday i was kicked in the face i tried to stop my self from crying but the thing tht pisses me off the most is tht when im crying no ones there and when i wanna be alone ppl start bugging me and today i fell injured my whole body and got tackled and then i couldnt stop myself and exploded i really cried it was just like the time when i was in 6th grade and i got a nosebleed and i was crying but none of my frends wanted to help so i just helplessly stood there crying for cry and when the tears started falling some people older than me i dont know know the came and helped me and when i stopped bleeding my frends didnt seem to care tht my uniform was red and i was crying and when i was in 7th grade i twisted my ankle and i was in pain but nobody came i was crying for help inside yet i told myself i was strong and pretented i was fine and this pisses me off the most MY SO CALLED FRENDS SAW ME FALL AND TWIST MY ANKLE DIDNT GIVE A DAMN!!!!!!!!!!! THEY DIDNT EVEN ASK IF I WAS OK!!!!!!! i never stated getting hurt this bad till i was forced against my own will to go to private skool. u ppl dont wanna be me cuz my life on the outside and inside too but the stuff on the inside will not be told but they almost explded out of me today im glad they didnt tht stuff is private so private tht i dont know it(and tht just didnt make sense sweatdrop )
Maneating_Neko_Simby · Fri Nov 02, 2007 @ 10:23pm · 2 Comments |