Why the [********] did I fall in LOVE with you?
I feel like I'm going to ******** cry again. For like The who the ******** knows how many-eth time this week. I feel so damn disconnected right now. And I probably always will. Only because I swore I'd never allow myself to get close to another person as long as I live. I don't need anymore hurt. Or anything like that. But... Goddamnit. I'd hurt myself again for you. [Not like I'm not doing that already.]
s**t. ********. Damnit. I don't want to be doing this. No. I don't. Let it go. Let me go.
Last night I couldn't go to sleep. I got on and off the computer and lazed around. I ended up cuddling with an old stuffed animal.
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Why did you have to play with me like that? I'm so breakable. And last night you freakin' broken my heart into so many shards I may never love again.
Comment if you wish. :[
iHewie · Sun Nov 25, 2007 @ 12:42am · 0 Comments |