ok, lets talk about the medical-ish things wrong with me...fist with the phobias(sorry about the spelling errors!), no a phobia is simalure to a fear, but not the same thing, a fear is much easier to get over for one thing, and there just different, so don't call me a whimp for having lots of phobias for if you do not have a phobia you will never understand how they work.fist I have noracti-phobie wich is a phobia of spiders, then theres closter-phobia a phobia of small places, then gora-phobie, I'm not sure if thats the right name for it but thats what I call it, and gora phobia is an odd phobia and hard to explain, you pretty much fear everything, most people with gora phobie don't leave there house, but I simply don't care if I live or die, so I do, now none of my phobias have been confermed by doctors, but I read up on them and I think I have them so alwell, and the last one I can't rememeber th name of, it's a phobia of wide open spaces, yea thats right I have a phobia of small spaces and big spaces, fuuunn lol and thats about it for phobias, if you have any quetions feel free to ask! Now to the depression, I have clinical depression wich is a chemical in-blance in the brain, in every generation of my moms family on female gets clinical depression when they hit puburty, and lucky me I got it...yay...and I also have just normal depression wich you get from somthing bad in your life or w/e so yay to me I have to kinds of depression and no medication cuz my dads a d**k wade, and the depression has been diagnoest by a doctor so don't say I don't have it! Then theres talk of me having bi-polar disease wich I don't kno if I have or not. Bi-polar is weired and I don't queit understand it, but some symtoms that I kno about I have, like you get manice episodes and from what I understand you get really aangry during thos, if I'm wrong I'm sorry, I don't kno much about bi-polor, I do kno that you spend days where you just don't want to move at all wich I have all the time do to my two depressions but you laso have extream hyperness where you stay up for days at a time, I don't have those, I do have times where I stay up for like 38 hrs and stuff, but I fon't kno if thats bi-polar, my mom thinks I don't have many times where I stay up lots because my depressions make me tiered wich conter acts the bi-polor...I unno...it's WEIRED and I don't quit get it! Now for dyslexia, this I don't kno if I have but I think I do! I have looked it up many times on the inter-web and I fit most symtoms but my brother told me of all this other stuff that none of the websites talked so I don't kno, he might have it confussed with somthing else tho...but yea...I get letters in a word mixed up alot, like into beoms not all the time, and everytime I go to wright a B or a D a I have to writ the word bed because it looks like a bed and I kno what the letters sound like so there for I kno wich one is a B and wich is a D with caps it's no so hard but small it is, I get my 6's and my 9's mixed up somtimes and my P's and my 9's mixed up, it's easier to type then to acualy wright so if you think it doesn't seem bad thats why.You also loose your place in a sentence alot, I somtimes have to read a sentence four or five times b4 I fully understand it, and it's not because I'm an idiot I'm acualy farly smart, it's just hard with dyslexia. another thing to look for is when your child is small they have trouble tying there shoes, I wore velcro shoes till grade 3!!! In grade 1 it became manditory for us to kno how to tie shoes so I spent a weekend tieing up one of my dads dress shoe laces until I could do it, but I did it a weired wa and couldn't do it all the time so I went back to velcro cuz tieing shoese frustrated me...I can tie them fine now tho lol...and thats all the symptoms I can't think of at the moment. now disculsia (I can't remeber how to spell it, I'm srry!) but it's like dyslexia with math and numbers. A symptom is having trouble with the times table, I'm 15 and still do multiplication on my fingers! I get VERY frustrated when learning it to and no matter how much I try I still don't understand it and usally start crying out of frustraiton!!! It's hard to find info on it on the inter web, but I did once and it said I had it...but doctors havn't said I do but I havn't asked so w/e. After trying to kill myself and being addmited to the hospital for a week I had a doctor asigned.His name was dr.Brownbuger A.K.A. bugger buger, or hamburger or le hamburgar(said in french accent) and assorted other things me and my roomate made up whil bored razz he thought I had schizophrenia or scitso as most call it. he always asked if I herd voices and s**t like that...wich I kinda did but never told him. I didn't hear voices, I herd music, namely the music from my Mario video game wich I played almost every second I was in that place, I beat the game over 78 times in a week! It was like I had a song stuck in my head...but different...instead of just having the lyrics go through my head of w/e, I would accualy hear it, loudly, I would always chek to see if my gameboy was playing, but it never was, it freaked the ******** outa me!Voices is the only symptom I kno of so I have nothing else to ask myself to see if I have it. I was put on a druge used for schizophrenia befor I left, it's called resparodone it's also known as a mood stabalizer, I had a re-action to it tho so I was taken off, wich was great news for me! smile And then theres anxiety, thats been diagnosed by a doctor and I was on a depresion pill that was also for anxiety for awhile, but like all the other meds I was taken off it... I think I'm done with diseases now, srry for bothering you! I hope your more edjimacated(that was supposed to spellt wrong) lol so goodbye thnx for reading! smile srry for all the spelling errors!
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