today is bad again i have to chose 4 my heart this time its not helping meh its *sarcasim*reallly nice huh? sad i like 2 guys who both like me i need to make a chose but its really hard y is nothing easy crying i have no clue who i love more im confused i just want every1 happy and as i come closer 2 reality i realize i cant make every1 happy and its tareing me cryingcrying