God life really sucks right now. I’m freaking hating school even if I am on winter break. This retarded break makes things worse, honestly because that’s just another week where I’m grounded. All I can freaking do for entertainment is typing (writers block sucks), drawing (Ya… blocked there too) and reading… I love to read, write and draw… but life has really really sucked for like the passed month. Christmas is coming, which I love but all my friends got me awesome gifts but I’m flipping broke so I make some candy corn… Which barely seems comparable, honestly. I mean, I know they love it anyway because It’s the thought that counts… yadda…yadda…yadda… But it really sucks. I’m still failing in school and it doesn’t really matter how hard I try because if you suck at drawing, then you’re not gonna draw the mona lisa. I suck at math and social studies. Give me a “C” in math and a “D” in Social Studies. Woo….pee… And on top of that I have chores. And then I have my own lazy a** that doesn’t want to do squat but I have to… Because if I don’t even try then there’s basically no chance of my grades going up. Though I can’t see them going up any time in the near future. It really sucks because I’m so stressed! I’m in Band, Jazz band and choir so I’ve been worrying about that since today at our last concert. To top that stupid idiot 7th graders are making fun of me for how I dress and my interests. Home ec is hell… And, for the cherry on top… The milk I got in my lunch on Wednesday was spoiled. Wanna know how I know? I took a swig of almost half of it and didn’t realize it was bad until it was sliding down my throat. And I don’t mean the kind of left out a little to long and turned sour. I mean lumpy, gloppy, sour funked out crap that collects on the side of the carton if you leave it on its side to long. Imagine practicing for a choir the day before the concert knowing that’s in your system. Fun…fun…fun…
 Pressure Sensative · Sun Dec 23, 2007 @ 06:51am · 0 Comments |
