the cold wind blew,
as i reached for my heart,
a chill froze my soul,
but warmed as i remembered,
i wasnt alone,
my memories i had with you,
the day i was happy,
the day i was here,
i was in this very place,
on which i now stand,
in this part of the world,
where i am again closer,
to you...
the warmth in my heart grows,
and heals my mind...
and slowly heals me...
and i again am givin a taste of happiness...
but for how long?
because i know,
it will leave me again,
and make me weak,
and will leave me craving for the drug i call happiness...
but i do not mind...
i am used to it all by now...
but it still hurts me...
to know the truth and bare it all...
which binds us to life and hell
and enternal loophole, which god has made,
to entertain himself, to punish us...
but for now i ponder not...
for i am blissfully bathing in the warmth of love...
 Kimilou · Tue Dec 25, 2007 @ 04:20am · 0 Comments |
